*Sigh*

*sigh*

I need to stop reading his blog. I am the blackmailer, the threatener, the nasty person...

Why?

Because I made a choice. I made a choice to do something for us. Something that could benefit us in the long term. Something that will mean that we would be one step closer to a goal. A goal I thought was shared.

Will he do the same? Will he do what I've done? If he doesn't, then it means the end result will be different.

After words were spoken earlier, I now firmly believe that, out of spite, out of malice, or out of a genuine fear of failure, he will not be joining me.

Once again, I'm alone.